Ray

United States

Two of my all-time favorite dArtists:
Corina90 @ [link]
tramirez89 @ [link]

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Even the eyes that see pain discriminate. ——2009


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Sunday, 04.28.2013 ~sometime early morning between 2-6AM


Maybe I just miss reading so much. Maybe it’s simply because of the unfortunate timing of everything that I’m drowning in this pool of uncertainty. Maybe it’s just something so rare and so valuable to me that it's doing so well in clouding my thoughts and filling my mind with nothing but empty sentiments and whatnot. Maybe it’s just the fact that I’m actually learning so much from one individual in one night that I feel I’ve really forgotten how to live.

Or maybe I’m really actually starting to learn to love again.

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But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell

I know right now you can’t tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see

A different side of me

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired

I know right now you don’t care

But soon enough you’re gonna think of me

And how I used to be…me


[Matchbox 20 - Unwell lyrics]

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Midnight stars gazing at the silhouettes against the glass—
the pair that chose to stay by the angels that guide in darkness.
For though they know they're free to explore the castle of their dreams,
they knew that all their dreams and blessings were right there in that room
on this special night that promises to become a yesterday
that tomorrow will never cease to love or to remember.


——04.05.2013 @~1:10AM
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MUSIC: [link]

A Wintery Dream
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"The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are strong at the broken places."

——Ernest Hemingway


“[M]isunderstandings and neglect occasion more mischief in the world than even malice and wickedness.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, The Sorrows of Young Werther


“It is only in love and [in] murder that we still remain sincere.”
—Criminal Minds 7x21——Friedrich Dürrenmatt, Incident at Twilight

“Life is pain! I wake up every morning, I’m in pain! I go to work in pain! You know how many times I wanted to just give up?! How many times I thought about ending it?”
—House, House MD: S08 Ep21——Holding On

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"You’re not a bully..

I’ve known a lot of bullies, people who didn’t like me because I’m short, people who didn’t like me because I’m Jewish… You relentlessly mock, but it’s not for self-aggrandizement, it’s because ideas are bigger than feelings. At least that’s what I choose to believe."

——Taub to House, S08 Ep 16 “Gut Check” 『House MD』


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"Why do I find myself unable to exhale the words into which the meanings I want to express are translated? Why do I feel an ongoing degradation of personality and of all the rawness in the world that are uniquely mine?"

——09.01.2012

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昨天 是昨天吧 又看到了 以前的你们
只记得你们脸上是以前的笑容
而不是嘲笑或厌恶

好久没去唱歌了 上次去..
就记得那首 男人ktv
希望现实如梦 不恨了 放下了

我还有很长的路要走 一个人
剩下的 只有祝福。

——06.09.2012

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"I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions."

我一直听: [link] ************


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Forget your personal tragedy. We are all bitched from the start and you especially have to hurt like hell before you can write seriously. But when you get the damned hurt use it—don’t cheat with it. Be as faithful to it as a scientist—but don’t think anything is of any importance because it happens to you or anyone belonging to you.
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There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.
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——Ernest Hemingway


I finally understood what he meant by the "quality" of a person. It is much more than just integrity and dignity. And it is barely existent in those who had chosen to abandon me with ill reason.—Jan. 06, 2012


"什么是友谊？什么是朋友？一群白痴跟又一群白痴的幸福生活。" ——越
可我的白痴却换来了痛恨及排斥..

“People make mistakes. They make bad choices. And then to make up for them, they make even worse ones. But if you give them a second chance, sometimes they surprise you.”
——Nikita

1/23/2009 11:14:27 PM y did u think everyone hates u?
1/23/2009 11:14:37 PM y did u think i hate u?
Because they did. It's fact, not opinion. It's my experience, my past.. and something that proved to be true for you as well. All of you.

三个人的时光 [link]